~ Just A thought ~ Sometimes I don't know how to ask for help ~ I can get trapped inside my pain. Some nameless thing seems to tear at my insides. I freeze, thinking that if I don't move, it will go away ~ So I don't ask, I don't talk, and the pain grows.
Does my face look calm? Don't be fooled. I'm just afraid to let you see the truth~ You might think I'm foolish or weak. You might reject me ~ So I don't talk, and the pain remains. But I listen. And through other people ~ God does for me what I can't do for myself. One of the miracles I have found, is that help often comes when I most need it. When I can't bring myself to reach out for help, it sometimes comes to me. When I don't know what to say, I am given the words I require. And when I share what is in my heart ~ I may be giving a voice to someone who cannot find his own ~
Today I have God who knows my needs ~ As I walk, God is walking with me ~ And sometimes he even carries me ~ at these times I am not even aware ~ Thank you God, for loving me ~!! |